Follow your smile.

We could leave this town and run forever

rnakan — Thu, 18 Feb 2010 03:29:23 +0000

lol, misunderstandings suck. Oh well, its life. we move on
but I wonder what would have happened if that didn’t happen…

Who knows.

Anyway, I’m glad I met you, I don’t know anyone else I can randomly pull that bet on without being bitchslapped across the face .
just kidding, you’re special; you keep things going for us all the time. Who knows what would happen without you.

I’m glad we’re talking once again though. Everything seems.. back to normal? haha. Lets hope we don’t get into some crap again. lol

Thats not what gets me? lol

rnakan — Fri, 12 Feb 2010 03:44:40 +0000

Yeah. Who knows if you’ve ever noticed about today.

just saying. haha

I fall asleep..

rnakan — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 01:08:37 +0000

Well.. if you ever read this.. which is probably never

but, if that really creeped you out. I had to do that so you wouldn’t do something I don’t want you to do…

If that made sense?
anyway, I haven’t wrote in this in a while.
So, yeah.. our group kind of split, into A and B.. and we originally had 8 and 9 in each of them, but that didn’t turn out so well. We ended up with 6 and 11, but thats good for us I guess? Since we have less to manage. I still don’t know what the heck we’re going to work with though.
And so, Sushi is going to try out for Mr. Spring Valley, and I think he wants to do wedding dress? who knows, but it’s going to be worth watching

Gah..

rnakan — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 04:11:35 +0000

Last day of winter break.. well, it was way better than I expected it to be.. except all that crap that I put her through. I wish I could just rewind everything somehow.
Anyway, today was.. tiring? I don’t know, something like that, but at 2:30, we were all heading to Ridgeview, but Sadhana went by McDonalds so that we can buy some food. Haha, we left Glyde and Josh alone for a while, until Kirk got all worried about it, so we went back. I wish I could just explain everything, so that nothing will go wrong.. but nothing really ever goes the way its planned. But one day, we’ll be together, somewhere, somehow.
Yeah, I don’t know why, but I seem really excited and deadened about school. a;lsjdfldsjfldsjf;las D: I really haven’t studied..
Sigh.. oh well. At least I get to see my friends again?

Anyway, 11:11. Thats for you.

Sigh.

rnakan — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 08:53:24 +0000

Nothing adds up anymore.
So much for 2010.

Amazing day, I guess?

rnakan — Sat, 19 Dec 2009 04:26:45 +0000

So, our practice turned out pretty amazing today:

We originally planned to go to sandhills at 12, watch avatar, and go back to my house to practice. Well.. nothing ever goes the way its planned, right?
So I thought no one was going to go since it was all cold and rainy at 12 today, but I decided to go with Hanhee anyway. Once we get there, we just decide to not watch the movie and go to Nestle and stall for like, three hours. After Nestle, we went to Five Guys to eat, and right then, Vanessa calls me and tells me that they were at the theaters waiting for us, when its like, 1:15. So we all meet up at the theater with Michael and Kirk and go to Nestle.. again.. and see Leigh and Glyde. Han already called his mom so we can go back to my house, but we couldn’t possibly fit all of them, so one of them called Sadhana so they could take them to my house.
So we really didn’t practice til like, 3:30, and finally the girls decided to go Gee, and the guys are doing Gara Gara Go. Idk how thats going to turn out, but we’ll do good at Gala.. I hope. and get on ABDC hahahaha.

After practice, it was Me, Michael, Sadhana, Glyde, and Josh. We all planned to go to Blockbuster, rent a movie, and go to CiCi’s to buy a pizza. Again.. nothing just ever goes the way its planned.. haha.
We went to Blockbuster and thought about either getting Saw V or Harold and Kumar.. but we ended up going to Little Cesars and get a pizza and go to some other video rental store to get a better movie. Yeah.. but we ended up getting Saw V… and we payed for Michael’s Parent’s late fee

So we snuck a whole pizza, a 2 liter Sierra Mist, and breadsticks upstairs to my room somehow. That was pretty amazing. After that, we kind of watched Saw V, but we were too busy criticizing eachother’s massaging skills. haha

Yeah, that was pretty much all of it. haha. Can’t wait til next practice?

Big Mistake.

rnakan — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 17:54:48 +0000

If I could just tell you, things would probably worry you more.

Well, yesterday was amazing. Everyone came over at 1 to do sensual seduction.. except we practiced for like 10 minutes and we just started playing around . Then Justine picked us up and took us to St. Joseph’s Church, and well.. we attempted to practice.. but my two copies of the song failed so Sadhana drove us to drive us to the nearest CVS and buy 30 blank CDs.. D: Oh well, that was well worth it though
We had a Spring Valley and Blythewood vs. Ridgeview battle for a bit, while they were pulling out raffle ticket winners.. and we were told to stop cause we were being the entertainment.. haha. Oh, and I learned how to krump.. kind of.
So our choreography was okay.. Sorry Sorry and Nobody went well, but we kind of screwed up sensual seduction.. oh well, everyone cheered, so its all good.

Anyway, I hope it does.

rnakan — Sun, 06 Dec 2009 05:43:59 +0000

Yay, six more.
Well, today was a pretty exciting day.. kind of.
I managed to beat the “banging against a brick wall,” that was an accomplishment

Anyway, I practiced at Ridgeview today, and it was okay, we sort of practiced sorry sorry and nobody, and just a tiny bit of sensual seduction. But the first half of the choreography for sensual seduction sucks so we have to replace it with Technologic.. hopefully, and if that doesn’t work, abracadabra.. haha. Well, we have practice for a couple hours tomorrow, so hopefully everything would work out..

Yeah, so Sean and Nico call me at like six, asking me if I can go eat Vietnamese food, and I said sure. Right as I hung up, they were on my driveway, that was pretty convenient . Anurag, Sarah, Susan, Sean, Becca, Nico, David, and two other people I didn’t know were there, and we ended up talking for like an hour after we ate afterward, and talked about the weirdest things, like how Sean looked like some Mulan character, and how girls have these feminine traits on their faces o.O Oh, and Anurag tried to tut

Thats about it..

I wish I could just ask.

You’re the girl with a smile that could take my breath away, so don’t worry, everything’s going to be alright.

rnakan — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 05:07:56 +0000

7 Days.
I never realized how much you cared until yesterday.Well, today kind of. Thanks, seriously.
I’m really sorry I walked off.. I didn’t know you were that worried.
No matter how much you say its your fault. Its not. Even if you brought it up.

So, you missed out on a bit at Tae’s house. Well… actually, not really. We sat there, talked for a bit, played a game or two, planned.. and left
We went to Tokyo Grill though, and I owe Tae Kim like, eight bucks.. It was worth it though. haha, but I’m broke (for a while ;D), so I have to him in quarters..

And Mr. Matz’s face.. I can’t look at him with a straight face anymore. haha

Oh yeah, you never told me if you could tomorrow. You should. after you appointment.

What’dya say we leave for California?

rnakan — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 04:38:47 +0000

Good Morning, 11 more days to go. ;D

Anyway, 抱歉? (if that made sense)

for being so selfish…
made you lose focus on something you’ve given everything up on.
putting you through a lot of crap
being so indecisive
mocking you
being pretty pathetic
for worrying you
dragging you around every where
telling you that “I’ll tell you later” (But there is one thing that I have to tell you at a later time )
having fobby grammar sometimes
screwing up everything in general
that my heart aches secretly for all this

Oh, so you should update yours too. And are you going to that lock-in thing?

Haha, thats about it . Sorry its so short. I hope you slept well..?